Sunday, October 31, 2010


Leave it to me to be sick/moody/over feminine on Halloween weekend. I went to Disneyland, aka my favorite place in the universe, yesterday for my friend's birthday and I was so lethargic and on the verge of sick the entire time I could only half enjoy it, boooo hooo. And now it's Halloween and I'm pretty sure my costume is just going to be me in my sweatpants watching stupid films. I really want to get dressed up though.

Ps, anyone else feel like it's Valentine's Day rather than Halloween?

But, let's move on from this wahfest.

There were the cutest little plushie's in the store and I just wanted to sit and cuddle with this little Alice one, baaawawawaw.

I really wish I had a Stormtrooper costume..or any costume. Or something to do. Or something interesting to talk about.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

but you aren't even listening, so why should I?

Today while I was sitting around the house feeling really antsy and trying to be productive, I watched the documentary It Might Get Loud and was incredibly inspired to be in a band. It sounds OH so cheesy, but I don't even care. I feel like there's really nothing more influential in this world than music and I should probably give it back some of what it's given me.

Oh, the cheesefest that is this blog. Yeah, and another reason a band is the top of my things I'd like to do because I want to dress up for the stage, AH. Dude. There is SERIOUSLY nothing cooler than the idea of having a stage wardrobe and being able to just be crazy and theatrical. I hope that tomorrow when it is NOT 4:32 AM I'm going to remember this feeling of extreme inspiration and still want to pursue it! [Hey, that goes for you, too, Nikita!]

So, I present to you: Band Inspiration in a Photographical Form [Kind of?].

Oh, did you hear that I'm in love with Jimmy Page for all eternity?

Oh, and for the biggest inspiration:

I wish to personify Envy Adams in everything musical I do. She's so cool, man! Our plan is to start a punk band which I am so oh oh so so ready for.

Meh, this is just the hottest picture in the universe.


Worst quality on Earth, but this all girl J-rock band is the epitome of EXTREMELY ADORABLE and really awesome and extreme. I'd be really okay with this.

Oh, and you know what? I LIKE GREEN DAY. I decided that I stopped giving a shit about what everyone else says. I'm not talking about any of that 21 Guns bullshit, but I dig Longview and I REALLY dig Hitchin' a Ride, and FUCK YOU. Everyone is an indie hater.

Someone buy me a bass and a drum set and an amp and I guess an electric guitar while we're at it. Oh and also, someone give me three hundred dollars. Or at least one hundred so I can go on a fun big bear trip/go to Knott's Scary Farm. WAH.

Shall I stop typing now? Probably. Good day, captain.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

bright are the stars that shine, dark is the sky [aka cheesefest]

4 AM seems to be my prime blogging time. I'm so excited to take my 20 question Human Sexuality midterm tomorrow.

I wish it was 1976. I don't think I have any kind of legitimate thought process right now, only emotions. Rawr rawr females.

And in a Beatles mood today for the first time since summer. Thanks, cold.

Okay, this the end. Adieu.

Ps, [why do I always need to add something at the end?] I feel like I should take a vow of silence for a day [or twenty minutes] just to see if this is even possible, haha. Or become vegetarian.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

And the iceman cometh, Sander baby.

If I were to make a list of all the extremely productive things I did today instead of studying for Astronomy..this post would be too long. 2:41 AM doesn't stop me, by the way. This blog post is serving as just another medium for me to not be scientific.

Currently, I'm being fourteen again and watching Fruits Basket.

My biggest dilemma's of the moment seem to be:
a.) What am I supposed to be for Halloween? I secretly want to be Sailor Mars but I don't know if I have the means/energy to actually put a costume together? And while watching Star Wars the other day I got inspired to do some kind of cute Stormtrooper business..but I don't know if that's going to work either. Poop.

b.) What am I going to do with my life? But even now, this question is so on the bottom of my thought totem pole. Ps, number one is the extreme twist I just reached in BioShock. So many kinds of betrayed right now! And I wish I didn't have school/a life so I could just finish it and figure everything out already.

So, super lol at the Urban Outfitter's job fair I'll be attending on Wednesday. The only good thing about working there would be the 40% off discount. Retail is just so unappealing to me, regardless of how much I like clothing. Then again..I think I'm too lazy to find any kind of job appealing.

Ps, I want to be something for Halloween that allows me to use a gun as a prop. That is my only pre-requisite at this point.

And, finally, I saw Harold and Maude for the first time today and my soft-spot for any males with spider legs continues. Maybe this is just me subconsciously making up for my dwarf legs, hmmm.

Last ps of the night! Where's all the appreciation for Kirsten Dunst out there?

There's this issue of Lula that she guest-edited for a million years ago, and her editorial in it makes me want to die. I have the picture somewhere, so I'm sure I'll do a post on it at some kind of decent hour.

I'll end my ramblings now, I guess. Bon nuit!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Forget about your house of cards

4 AM blogging just for the sake of doing it.

There is no other song I'd rather listen to at night, baaah. Why is it so good?

PS, photoshoot with Raffi today, yay.

I would post more, but I left my camera in the car! Waaah. So expect a non-4 AM edit of this post tomorrow? Even though I have to wake up at nine for a bridal shower, eff it all. [Non-4 am edit confirmed and handled.]

Oh, we watched the film Breathless in my philosophy & cinema class and I loved it so much! I wish Michel was a real human and in love with me, ha. But hormones aside, it was beautiful beautiful beautiful.

Ps, I wish I hadn't missed Cowboy Bebop tonight! I'm in the mood to be a space cowboy. But today was awesome so I guess it's fine. [Maybe pictures of there tomorrow too? What's the procedure, do I delete this when I actually edit the post? Haha, fml.]

Hey. Shit.

Oh and, a very merry 10/10/10 to all my listeners.

Monday, October 4, 2010


It is an extreme curse as well as a blessing to be living in an era so engulfed with such streamlined technology. Or maybe only a curse for those of us unfortunate enough who are a.) actually really into these kinds of things and, also, b.) not rich enough to ACTUALLY experience it. Warning, this post is going to be totally fueled by a hatred I have for a particular cellphone I'm going to be stuck with for a month.

This is the bane of existence. It's called the Samsung SCH-u740, which doesn't make a difference to anyone. [Just a side note, if you're like me and are an extreme snob when it's comes to cellphones, anything that doesn't have a cool trendy name is going to be a plastic, outdated..well, piece of shit?] Listen. My hands are tiny and it is LITERALLY impossible for me to push the 'p' button on this phone. And also, anyone who types at a WPM speed know, 5 will want to commit suicide. Instantly. Gah.

In three years when I want to reminisce on my blogger days and reread this post, I have no doubt that I'm absolutely going to hate myself for being so spoiled, but it's really fine with me. In a world filled with expensive sports cars and mansions and $1,000 designer a Droid 2 really too much for a girl to ask for? ]:

Ps, don't even get me started on the Droid 2 R2D2. Oh, Lord.

WELL POOP. Putting my anguish on hold for a minute, here are some pikachu's from a recent adventure to Descanso Gardens Nikita and I took!

I guess that would be all. See you, Space cowboy.

WAITPS: BioShock is my reason for existing, I predict, during the month of October. I don't mind that I'm three years late. ONWARD, my plasmids are tingling.