Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Proceed. Amuse me.

First: I HATE DREAMS. They have the ability to turn reality into complete shit. I had a dream last night that my mother and I were looking for houses to buy, but we were in some crazy neighborhood where there were giant apartment complexes but each unit was the size of house. Also, the entire neighborhood was located on really green hills, and you had to climb all these beautiful stairs to get to each different unit. AND THE BEST PART, was that the building were all so multicolored and perfect. Like, turquoise and yellow and green and red..I guess kind of like Buenos Aires, but more French-styled buildings. And then some lady was telling my mom that her mother had passed away and she was looking to sell her house immediately for an asking price of $500. So then we go inside, and there's some silly carpet and it's super messy..but obviously we were like, uh..totally fixable. Buy it now. So we did. And then I woke up and life was not fun anymore.

Oh, and just in case you were wondering, I have a new phase coming on as far as movie watching goes. Still the 60's, but instead of existential-Godard, I'm really digging all the Swinging London stuff. They all make the time period look so cool and awesome. Trailer as proof.

Well, it's totally silly but in an enjoyable way..right?

We watched a movie called Billy Liar in my film class which is where it all began. It was pretty hilarious, which freaks me out since old movies never have non-cheesy humor. But this one didn't really seem outdated.

It's about some [really attractive] dude who pretty much lives in his imagination because he's too afraid to actually live his life in the real world. Oh hey, dreams being more interesting than reality kind of ties this post together..right? Haha.

Et maintenant, I'm going to watch Darling because it's on Netflix instant and because..why not.

Hahaha, man. I don't know. I'm aware of how ridiculous this all is, but I think that's what I like about it. The music and the trendyness is just great.

Oh and hey, speaking of the 60's, I discovered that I own Mad Man so I've been pretty into watching that lately. And by lately I mean last night. Adieu.

Monday, March 28, 2011

Enclose me in your gentle reign.

Dude, what's a blog?

I don't know why I don't write anymore but..oh well. Here I am once more with something else irrelevant to type about.

First and foremost, it would be cute if Asian fashion magazines equaled my real life.

I think my brain got on this train after a conversation I had with Nikita, but it's pretty silly how there are literally only two types of people in the world. There are the ones who think of life as, "Oh, everything is so beautiful and amazing and I'm so blessed all the time and blahdyblah," and then the humans who are way more cynical about it. Kind of like, "Oh hey, the Earth is so huge and we are so insignificant and all people are the same." Now that I've typed it out, I'm realizing that there are a few different categories in the middle somewhere but pretend that doesn't exist for the sake of this paragraph. ANYway, I guess my point in all this is that it's really annoying being the second type, because whenever anyone attempts to say something nice to me I always rationalize it in my head because, really, people pay attention to the silliest things. I guess that's what's kind of been on my mind today, and now it's what's on my blog.

Also, isn't it the worst when you listen to a song just because there's one line you really really like, and it lasts three seconds and you just want to rewind the same part over and over again? Lol, I don't know why I'm feeling so pseudo-insightful today but you can just deal. And this is kind of relevant, the title of this blog post is my favorite line in the song and I always assumed he said 'reign' because I like it better, but it could just as easily be 'rain' and I wish I could ask Jim Morrison to give me the real answer.

Eye candy to reward you for making it this far.

Fuck not having music in my car, ps. I dread driving now, it's such a miserable experience without an iPod and I totally took it for granted. Boo hoo.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

blogs, clogs, dogs.

Lol, blogs.

Why was my last most me semi-not sober? That seemed like a great idea at the time, but of course it's just me being ridiculous. A post for the sake of moving on from the last one. Also, I get really paranoid anytime I think someone may have been reading this diary of a blog, so just a little disclaimer to soothe my mind. The disclaimer being..sorry you ended up here, hahah.

I want all the baking ingredients in the world so I can make all the cupcakes in the world. Is this possible?

Okay, done. I don't feel like driving without music anymore. Okay, real done.