Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Le Mépris

Godard obsession numero deux.

Blah blah blah, I want to go to Europe and make a pretty movie.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

I'm on the outside, looking inside.

I like to waste time. I enjoy it because nothing in life can ever be more than a waste of time. Being-towards-death. Depressing, but true. If a man making a six-figure salary inventing the new internet and a man making just enough for his rent, living off his paintings are equally as happy, I don't see a reason why one should be considered a more efficient human. I like to wear face masks and play video games. One day I'll be inspired to waste my time in a way that allows me to make something for myself, but doing it now would be some forced, uninspired nonsense.

Speaking of humans, why is it in our nature to always disappoint?

Blah blah blah, I don't know what to make my xbox gamertag. Being a girl sucks right now.

I saw a double-feature of The Godfather last night in some random theater, and it was legitimate. Except for the part where we left early during part II's the longest movie known to man. Seriously, my heart belongs to Santino Corleone [my heart belongs to everyone, this phrase means nothing]..and shoes. I've decided they're the only things in the world worth crying over/pining over. Which leads us back to humans disappointing? Full circle, huzzah!

Oh, and I have a job at American Apparel. But weeee..don't need to talk about that.

This song.

Monday, December 27, 2010

First thing's first, I'll eat your brains.

Fake nervous.

I'm trying to find some kind of inspiring image or song, but since my nerves are absolutely man-made..this is what I want.


Monday, December 13, 2010

if you go looking for hot water, don't act shocked when you get burned a little bit.

Embracing my new existential life style. I've been pretty optimistically cynical lately, but this perspective actually makes a lot of sense to me now. It's times like these I wish I hadn't made a post about Breathless so I would be able to make a post about Breathless. You know, now that it actually pertains to something.

I woke up feeling less sick than I've felt all weekend and have been so inspired to do basically everything in the universe. Literally, everything. I don't even know where to start. I have four hundred tabs open right now and I can't stay on one for more than a second before I get excited for something else, boo. Or maybe I just want to go shopping and waste all my energy there.

What an obscure post this is turning out to be.

I can't find any inspirational picture or anything so I'll just leave this here.

AKA the reason I will never be happy in life. Him being named Leonardo was enough for me. I don't know why I have the most intense love affairs with names. I don't know why I'm still typing. Yeah, blog.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

"That was me seducing you when it should have been the other way around."

Obsessed is maybe an understatement.

This was probably the best movie I've seen in forever. What is it with 2010 and the best movies ever?! I feel like I'm always the biggest critic, and then all of a sudden I get Inception [Wow, need to watch that again ASAP] and Scott Pilgrim thrown at me. Oh, yeah..and now Black Swan.

I can't even talk about it. Seriously, no words to describe how beautiful it was. BOTH my friend and I during the credits looked at each other and talked about how light headed and emotional and tense we felt, hahah. Seriously, I got a headache from focusing. I don't think I've ever been that invested in a movie. And also, they did SUCH a good job of making it creepy. Dude. Ah. And the ballet element was just so perfect. I immediately wanted to go watch the actual Swan Lake..even though it won't have crazy, hallucinating Natalie Portman in it.

Oh, PS of this list, I vote deliciate. I dare you to find a more adorable word.

Excuse me while I go pirate some music now. And, Goddammit, while I find my DS charger so I can play Soul Silver.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I don't want a title.

Obvious sigh.

I think I have to lay In Rainbows to rest pretty soon, otherwise I'll never be able to listen to it a-gain.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

now that you feel it, you don't.

Cute cute cute cute cute. Christopher Robin should have been cast as Han Solo in the first place.

It's 1 degree in my house, aka too cold to sleep so I thought I would be productive and watch the episodes of DBZ with Future Trunks. <3 I don't think I'll ever forgive Akira Toriyama for making him the ultimate dude of badassery in the future, and seriously, even as a little kid, and then a making him a c o m pl e t e wuss in GT. Except..Akira Toriyama totally didn't do GT so I guess everything makes sense. [Except for this paragraph.]

Now I'm going to be productive by playing Soul Silver, woooho. Gold and Silver were the only Pokemon games I never played and of course they're supposed to be the best ones. -___- Good. But ladeda, better late than never?

Ps, the best way EVER to waste twelve dollars is to go watch The Warrior's Way. Actually, it almost wasn't a waste because I get so much enjoyment out of talking about how ridiculous it is. It spent maybe an hour and twenty minutes of the movie building up this really, really, really awkward romance and then when it's time for the epic battle scene it's pretty lame. Ohhh man.

Pps, I should stop listening to In Rainbows on repeat because I don't want to get sick of it. Dang it.

Mmm, that's all I got. Surprisingly, I didn't have too many words crowding my brain today. Adieu.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

you eye each other as you pass; she looks back, you look back.

All I have been thinking about for the past two days is money and I would I would be doing with it if I had any, ladeda. [Hopefully that doesn't sound too greedy..I'm fantasizing about baby things here. Like..going to Little Tokyo. Having gas. Going to a flea market.]

Man, oh man, these Versus dresses make me want to cry I want them so bad.

Booo, if I only I had $3,000 dollars to spend on dresses..Lord.


Ps, I want to go to yoga and I want to go to New York and I want to be able to visit my friend in Santa Monica and want want want want.
Mostly, I want to go to yoga because the Victoria's Secret fashion show made me hate my life. How are any of us normal humans supposed to compete with that? Oy vey.

Speaking of oy vey, Happy Hanukkah? I secretly want to celebrate it so I can have something to do until Christmas. [Ps, we put our tree up today, yaaay!]

Okay, that's enough rambling. Now it's time to write a five page human sexuality paper. Hu-zzah.