Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Such an odd and numb feeling of melancholy. I'm not feeling hide-under-the-covers-in-the-dark-cry-all-day sad. I am feeling don't get out of bed, ignore all school related responsibility and watch Amelie sad. I don't know how to interpret this. I want to take it back. Half of me knows that this is the right thing and that this won't work out right now. The other half is remembering all the nice things and the plans that never happened and..ugh, the possessiveness is taking over. I don't know. Things are weird. I was in a peak a few weeks ago, but it seems I have descended onto the valley again.