I had a really long and deep post, but then I realized it was simple.

I am an old poop.

walk on water

Ho hum. I shouldn't expose myself to such girly/nostalgic/cheesy things, because it is a foolproof concoction to make me feel vulnerable, unsatisfied and in dire need of the wahmbulance. Relating to Hachi when you just want to live the life of Nana is essentially the most tragic thing about being a woman. Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. I wonder what it's like to feel secure and not angsty and not young. Or who knows, maybe I'm right about everything and you're the one who has the emotional capacity of a garden snake. For reasons unknown, I'm totally feeling this Kingdom Hearts theme way more than I think necessary for anyone. These lyrics would totally go in my AIM profile. Also, this a good remix to a song by a band that I think I really like. If I've liked every single they've released, maybe it's time to download the album?

over & over

I really don't like sleeping alone anymore. I'm too spoiled.

Guuuhhh.
I hate my job. I hate school. I feel like I'm in high school again which is a truly terrible thing because high school was a miserable time.
I just want to take a nap for two weeks straight.

Blah. I've been feeling weird and lonely for the past two weeks. Something about this work-school-bed cycle is just not doing much for me. All I want to do today is eat Lucky Charms [oh, dear lord I want them more than I want to breathe] and watch Dragonball Z/Spongebob/The Princess Bride. I juuuuust don't really feel like doing it alone. I don't know what it is about doing mundane, boring activities that I could EASILY and probably more conveniently do alone being something much more significant when done with someone else.

Meeeeh, annoying post. It's just been so long since I've gone out or done anything that made me feel good about myself. It's never really healthy for anyone to go too long in that direction.


Happy St. Patrick's [I wish it was Leif Erickson] day. <3

Most people have real ambitions. All I want to do is go to Disneyland and eat Lucky Charms and bake cupcakes. Lame.

First job ever and I started it off with a 9 hour shift. Lol.

Here's to money.
Hurrah.

Ps my only desire is to be on the Peter Pan ride right now.