if you go looking for hot water, don't act shocked when you get burned a little bit.

Embracing my new existential life style. I've been pretty optimistically cynical lately, but this perspective actually makes a lot of sense to me now. It's times like these I wish I hadn't made a post about Breathless so I would be able to make a post about Breathless. You know, now that it actually pertains to something.

I woke up feeling less sick than I've felt all weekend and have been so inspired to do basically everything in the universe. Literally, everything. I don't even know where to start. I have four hundred tabs open right now and I can't stay on one for more than a second before I get excited for something else, boo. Or maybe I just want to go shopping and waste all my energy there.

What an obscure post this is turning out to be.

I can't find any inspirational picture or anything so I'll just leave this here.

AKA the reason I will never be happy in life. Him being named Leonardo was enough for me. I don't know why I have the most intense love affairs with names. I don't know why I'm still typing. Yeah, blog.

watch your heartache drip, can't keep away.

Nothing of any interest.

I am getting sick, my phone is dead, and I watched Breathless again. Taking a break right now from my four thousandth reading of Lolita. Seriously though, I can't seem to actually like books I read ever since I've been loving Lolita. Thanks, Sire Nabokov.

I want to go to France. And I want Jean-Paul Belmondo clone.

GOODNIGHT. Sorry for lack of images. <3

Forget about your house of cards

4 AM blogging just for the sake of doing it.



There is no other song I'd rather listen to at night, baaah. Why is it so good?

PS, photoshoot with Raffi today, yay.





I would post more, but I left my camera in the car! Waaah. So expect a non-4 AM edit of this post tomorrow? Even though I have to wake up at nine for a bridal shower, eff it all. [Non-4 am edit confirmed and handled.]

Oh, we watched the film Breathless in my philosophy & cinema class and I loved it so much! I wish Michel was a real human and in love with me, ha. But hormones aside, it was beautiful beautiful beautiful.



Ps, I wish I hadn't missed Cowboy Bebop tonight! I'm in the mood to be a space cowboy. But today was awesome so I guess it's fine. [Maybe pictures of there tomorrow too? What's the procedure, do I delete this when I actually edit the post? Haha, fml.]

Hey. Shit.



Oh and, a very merry 10/10/10 to all my listeners.