Things that make no sense to me.

I always admire people who can retain a positive attitude about life regardless of what happens. It's really such a simple philosophy to just not worry so much, and not to take everything to heart. And I find myself thinking, "Hey, yeah! You're right random tumblr post/Facebook status! I'm just going to be happy!"

And then I get my third parking ticket in two months.

HOW IS ANYONE SUPPOSED TO KEEP UP THIS WHOLE POSITIVE ENERGY THING WHEN THINGS LIKE PARKING TICKETS EXIST? And the thing is, I know people who wouldn't let this piss them off. What in the FUCK is the secret to life? How am I supposed to lead a life where things don't irritate me and I'm not so obsessed with the way the universe is treating me? But you know, maybe all these happy people are just a facade of the person that is actually hiding underneath that vomit-inducing smile? Maybe everyone is just as negative and cynical, it's just that some of us are better actors.

Man, fuck this bullshit. I kind of just want to be happy for more than twenty seconds. Thanks, universe.

home on the range, I guess

Wah wah wah. Story time. Yesterday, I was at H&M with my cousin when some lady comes up to me and says, "Hello! I'm from American Apparel. Interested in working with us?" In my desperate state of needing a car, I would honestly take a job at a gas station..so of course, I said yes. So this lady takes me picture and blahdy blah and says they'll get back to me. AKA I sit around anxiously until they either a.) get back to me or b.) a week passes, they don't get back to me, and I just feel like a complete shit. Oh boy.

Anyway, I'm going through a space cowboy phase. Someday's I'm more into the space, someday's I'm more into the cowboy..but, regardless. I think my happy medium entails me in a rocket ship [rocket ship outfit?] playing some Rocky Raccoon.

Meh, prepare for non-fashion related dumpage, but stilll inspirations, nonetheless!






PS, did anyone [lololol anyone aka Nikita and Ben. Unless there are some mystery people reading this?] see this movie? Man, I really only want to because they're so well dressed in this picture!



So long, partner.