you eye each other as you pass; she looks back, you look back.

All I have been thinking about for the past two days is money and I would I would be doing with it if I had any, ladeda. [Hopefully that doesn't sound too greedy..I'm fantasizing about baby things here. Like..going to Little Tokyo. Having gas. Going to a flea market.]

Man, oh man, these Versus dresses make me want to cry I want them so bad.


Booo, if I only I had $3,000 dollars to spend on dresses..Lord.




omnomnomnomtoinfinity.

Ps, I want to go to yoga and I want to go to New York and I want to be able to visit my friend in Santa Monica and want want want want.
Mostly, I want to go to yoga because the Victoria's Secret fashion show made me hate my life. How are any of us normal humans supposed to compete with that? Oy vey.

Speaking of oy vey, Happy Hanukkah? I secretly want to celebrate it so I can have something to do until Christmas. [Ps, we put our tree up today, yaaay!]

Okay, that's enough rambling. Now it's time to write a five page human sexuality paper. Hu-zzah.

there ain't no romance around here.

Hi, was this editorial taken directly from my brain images?




I can't deny it, that's the mood in a nutshell.

I want a job because..I want money to travel. Mainly to Paris, because everyone is so put together, and Japan, because everyone is way too cool for their own good.


[Even though this image may be a Korean girl group..I can't remember. Whatever, still awesome.]

Oh, we can throw in London. This girl is like, four and already exponentially cooler than I can ever dream to be. What is this.



Sigh. I should probably go revise my Astronomy midterm so I don't fail my first semester of [community] college. I actually am a little bit worried about my philosophy class..but..I don't have the energy to even talk about it.

but you aren't even listening, so why should I?

Today while I was sitting around the house feeling really antsy and trying to be productive, I watched the documentary It Might Get Loud and was incredibly inspired to be in a band. It sounds OH so cheesy, but I don't even care. I feel like there's really nothing more influential in this world than music and I should probably give it back some of what it's given me.

Oh, the cheesefest that is this blog. Yeah, and another reason a band is the top of my things I'd like to do list..is because I want to dress up for the stage, AH. Dude. There is SERIOUSLY nothing cooler than the idea of having a stage wardrobe and being able to just be crazy and theatrical. I hope that tomorrow when it is NOT 4:32 AM I'm going to remember this feeling of extreme inspiration and still want to pursue it! [Hey, that goes for you, too, Nikita!]

So, I present to you: Band Inspiration in a Photographical Form [Kind of?].





Oh, did you hear that I'm in love with Jimmy Page for all eternity?

Oh, and for the biggest inspiration:

I wish to personify Envy Adams in everything musical I do. She's so cool, man! Our plan is to start a punk band which I am so oh oh so so ready for.


Meh, this is just the hottest picture in the universe.

Videos?



Worst quality on Earth, but this all girl J-rock band is the epitome of EXTREMELY ADORABLE and really awesome and extreme. I'd be really okay with this.

Oh, and you know what? I LIKE GREEN DAY. I decided that I stopped giving a shit about what everyone else says. I'm not talking about any of that 21 Guns bullshit, but I dig Longview and I REALLY dig Hitchin' a Ride, and FUCK YOU. Everyone is an indie hater.



Someone buy me a bass and a drum set and an amp and I guess an electric guitar while we're at it. Oh and also, someone give me three hundred dollars. Or at least one hundred so I can go on a fun big bear trip/go to Knott's Scary Farm. WAH.

Shall I stop typing now? Probably. Good day, captain.